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To Walk the Last Mile

“I’m here to walk the last mile with them,” the deacon thoughtfully summed up his role as an overseer of the nursing home. “In average we see about one off every month,” he added softly. From the bottom of my heart, I gave thanks to God for his humor, patience, candidness and, most of all, for enjoying his work. Located in Puli, a small township in central Taiwan, the Christian Renai Nursing Home is surrounded by verdant mountains. Founded in 1996, the nursing home sits peacefully on a premise of 177,950 square feet. As of December 2024, the facility is served by 50 staff and houses 85 residents. Of these residents, 60 percent are church members. Half of these members are still able to attend church services regularly. Each week, ten church services are held. The nursing home is where many last miles have been accomplished. Here care is given and received, from everyday functional activities to spiritual fulfillment. If one likens the whole person to a sculpture, the last mile is when the sculptor is nearing the completion of a work. Throughout life, God shapes us by various forces. Aging and infirmity are two such forces. Aging means going through many repetitions in life. Through these repetitions, God chips, chisels, and sands hard edges into gentle curves. The natural form of an individual is transformed into the fullness of His image. Through infirmity, God eventually takes away the outer form for the formless perfection from within.  Job, at the brink of his life, likens this transformation of going from form to formlessness as a process of rigorous refinery (Job 19: 25-27; 23: 10; 42:5). David therefore pleads in his prayers, “Do not cast me off in the time of old age, do not forsake me when my strength fails” (Psalms 71:9). On a separate occasion, he asks God to sustain him in his sickbed when the day comes (Psalms 41:3). In response, through Isaiah, God reassuringly proclaims, “Even to your old age, I am He, and even to gray hairs I will carry you! I have made, and I will bear; even I carry, and will deliver you” (Isaiah 46:4). Meaning, even as we come with imperfection and an expiration date, God’s warranty is infinite. For His own glory, He is responsible for His own handiwork.  Certainly, to the best of our ability, we take good care of ourselves. As the doctor’s advice goes, prevent the preventable and delay the inevitable. We aim to live actively, creatively and age gracefully. But when the inevitable meets us, we have no fear. Through the many repetitions in life, God has already prepared us ready for the day. 

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Ezekiel Chapter 20

Holy day, holi-day, holiday… Also I gave them my Sabbaths as a sign between us, so they would know that I the Lord made them holy (Ezekiel 20: 12) In a conversation with a colleague’s wife, she explained he did not take a single day off in the pre-tenure years. He worked every single day. Holy day, holi-day, holiday… in my head I counted away the number of holi-days he missed. There are 52 Sabbaths per year. The pre-tenure years were 7 years. 52 times 7 makes 364 days. That’s 364 days (one day short of a year) of paid holi-days forfeited! To put it another way, for every 7 years, one would work for another year for free! Why would anyone want to do that?! Or, maybe we often would, or cannot help but, do exactly that? What is so special about the holi-days? It is the seventh day of the week, when God rested from His work of creating the world (Gen 2:3). Yet God rested not because He was tired. In the Book of Mark Jesus explained, “The Sabbath was made for man, and not man for the Sabbath. Therefore the Son of Man is also Lord of the Sabbath” (2: 27, 28). Very curiously, in the Chinese lunar calendar, the seventh day of the first month is also designated the “human day” (人日). Ancient civilizations may be culturally distinct and yet conceptually similar. In other words, there is an interlocking relationship between God, humans, and the Sabbath. God is greater than the humans, who are greater than the Sabbath (God >humans>Sabbath). God designed and designated the Sabbath for the humans so they can lead a humane lifestyle. But it does not mean the humans can abolish or act freely on the Sabbath. After all, God is Lord of the Sabbath, not humans.   Through the various bible passages, we understand the Sabbath is holy, solemn, and sanctified. To maintain the sanctity of this special day, humans rest from their labor ( Exo 20:8-11; Lev 23:3; Deu 5: 12-14). In the stillness that comes through resting, God wants all to know that He is God (Psa 46: 10) and He is the one that saves (Deu 5: 15). The Sabbath was made not to constrain or burden the humans, but rather to liberate, nurture, and heal (Mat 12:12; Luk 13: 10-17). God explicitly states in the Book of Isaiah:  If you keep your feet from breaking the Sabbath and from doing as you please on my holy day, if you call the Sabbath a delight and the Lord’s holy day honorable, and if you honor it by not going your own way and not doing as you please or speaking idle words, then you will find your joy in the Lord, and I will cause you to ride on the heights of the land and to feast on the inheritance of your father Jacob. The mouth of the Lord has spoken (58: 13 and 14).  Isn’t this something?! The Lord has spoken. If we keep His holi-days there will be blessing galore. Even a president cannot guarantee the citizens that they would be blessed if they rested on the National Day. I mean resting in itself is already a blessing. But God is saying on top of getting a good rest, there will be plenty other benefits (which we might not yet fully realise or comprehend).  God’s foresight is immeasurable. He is the maker of time. Every single breath of ours keeps count of its passage. Right from day one of the world, God already knew one day the logic of capitalist economy would take over. Rest will be stolen. People will be busy making more of everything that they will not have time to rest. His people will be dehumanized. More is good, more is prosperous, more is successful. Within this logic, God has no place. The world spins fast and furious. Humans invent machines to increase product yield and convenience, and to save time (because time is money). Yet humans end up working like machines. Lethargy, fatigue, chronic physical sickness, mental ill health, broken personal relationships, exploitation subsequently ensue. Through the Sabbath, God mandates time for resting. He insists on us to slow down, pause, reflect and return to resist social forces that dehumanize.  While God has shown us Sabbath keeping as the way towards a better life, it is also a reminder of our own mortality. Yes, sooner or later all of us, with no exception, will see death in the eyes. The Sabbath is a sign between God and observers of Sabbath that one day they will enter eternal rest (Heb 4:11). Limited by our own finite being, it is challenging for humans to fully understand what infinite rest means. Through Sabbath, God allows us to get a foretaste of what being still in His presence might be like.  Mid-year resolution: go sleep by 10pm on Fridays…

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